angry

I am so angry
I am so angry
I am so angry
I am so angry with the way I came in to this world
Snatched from the womb and thrust upon her ferule
I am so angry with the way I was kicked and beat
Every little sound made me jump to my feet
I am so angry with the way I that was left alone
My soul can’t even be held cause it’s so cold
I am so angry with the way you treated me
You say that you love me even when you are beating me
I am so angry with the way you tore out what little heart I had left
You walked away laughing while I have to clean up the mess
I am so angry with the way you seem not to care
Pouring out my heart to your empty glass stare
I am angry
When I try to start and begin repairs
And think I’m not so angry
Bam you want to take me there
I feel so tense
My shoulders get high
The hair on my neck begins to rise
And all you can do is say “not my problem”
I should have never let you inside and my head would not be throbbing
All I ever want was to be loved
Held and touch like a little angel from above
I don’t want to be so angry
But all of you treated me strangely
And you may say it’s all my fault
But all of this started from that first woman’s assault