to has been a lazy day.
i am trying to get used to this cpap machine
i have been fighting it all the way
i know its suppose to help me sleep better and not feel tired
but is so uncomfortable
its like someone is blowing in you face all the time while you are trying to sleep
i am also trying to deal with a break up with a woman that i love
i have been stubborn about alot
and i guess that i am being stubborn about this because i do love her
and there wasnt anything that we couldnt have worked out
i mean i never gave up
its depressing
i have been dealing with depression most of my life
and she did make me happy.